OPPA?!?!?!?

OPPA.....

Hmmm.....finally I have a real oppa. But, wait! He is not real either...... yeaah maybe half real  hahahahaha.....

My oppa is an ordinary guy. He is my friend's friend. I met him in 2017 when I was in Melbourne. In addition, i was in Melbourne because I had an exclusive task from my institution (muehehehehe) Anyway, I was joined in program called analyst exchange. The main goal from this program was to solve people smuggling cases. I worked with analyst from Australia and Malaysia. It was like trilateral task force and I felt blessed because I had the opportunity to join the program.

In sum, when I was in Melbourne, my best friend was studying in University of Melbourne too. So, I had a small reunion with her.  She became my private tour guide. One day, she introduced me to her friend. He is her classmate. He is persian, and he is handsome hahahahahahaha...... I was in love at the first sight. How can I not like him? He is my type : wearing glasses, tall, clean, neat. PERFECT!

My last day in Melbourne, i spent with oppa. He accompanied me to go to Brighton beach. FYI : my ultimate wish when in Melbourne to visit Brighton beach and oppa made my wish come true. I had a beautiful day and I was happy. When I returned to Jakarta, I did not have feeling that this relationship would go further. But..........Suddenly, he texted me one day after I landed Jakarta. I was so surprised. I never imagined he would contact me again. Then start from that day our relationship grew deeper and deeper and lasted up to 3 years. 

FYI, I have never had a boyfriend. Even he was not my "real" boyfriend but finally I knew how to be a girlfriend hahahahaha....How to involved in up and down relationship, jealous, patient,  and all those feeling made me learn how to handle someone else.  

Now, our relationship is in "cold war state". He disappointed me. Even I mad with him, but I feel blessed knowing him. He taught me many things. The important thing is he is one of the reasons why I want to learn English intensively. 

To Oppa, thanks for everything you have done for me. I know our relationship doesn't have a clear future so I hope you will find your happiness. I hope you will succeed in your life  and all your dreams will come true even if is not with me. ^^

2020

Hi......!

Back again with me in 2020.


Whoooaahh......it has been 4 years since my last update.

Anyway, i have so many things to talk about.

First, you know what in 2020 world is in quarantine! It is an unusual experience for me and for the entire people in this planet.  Let's i explain about this virus. So, there is a virus named covid-19, and this virus is really contagious. Well, I will explain in detail in another update!^^

Second, the main reason why i want to write a blog again is i'm going to UK!!! Can you believe it? Yeah, i will study in University of Leeds, Next Year.....hmmm actually my study should be started this September but due to covid-19 it is postponed until January 2021.
It is like a miracle for me. I mean, you know me well right. My English is terrible. I'm not confident to talk, to write or even to study in English! But, here I am! Woahhhhh....... And i start nervously.

It all began in 2018, when i got rejected from LPDP. I applied for Magister of Accounting in UI but i didn't pass the test. Then, i felt depressed and angry. Lucky me, this negative feeling became a passion. This passion dragged me to pursue something beyond my imagination, STUDY ABROAD! I wanted to take a revenge to LPDP because he rejected me to study in Indo so i want to study outside Indo...hahahaa.......childish.

And then all the entire world suddenly helped me to follow my goal (MESTAKUNG = semesta mendukung).  I passed my IELTS test in second try after I had been studying hard for 6 months.  Then, my company had MoU with LPDP therefore we had quota for 10 persons. I passed the test, I got an unconditional offer for some universities. Everything was going smooth.

Now, here I am now. Preparing my study for next year. I still can't believe with what i have done so far. I hope world will help me once again. I hope my study will going well, I can graduate on time and the most important thing is i can experience  new country, new culture, new world and i hope it will make me become better person. Aaamin.

Last but not least. I want to thank God because I believe everything is going his control. Thanks to my mom, my family, my friends and my oppa. I owe you a lot.

Wish me luck!! Bismilah.......

*if you notice that i mention about oppa, so i will talk about him later........^^